Rasa Rasa

Finally, end of this year I will finish my study in diploma. After two and half years, huh you know what I feel. Eventhough I will not get an ANC but I thankful to Allah, He hears my doa. Not easy to success. Everyone has their own dreams. After this cuti dalam empat bulan, kau rasa apa aku buat? Aku rasa nak kerja boleh tanggung untuk yuran degree nanti. Sebab tahun depan juga adik aku pun nak masuk degree juga. I'm not from an easy family. Kesian abah nak tanggung keluarga lagi, bayar bil2 lagi. It is okay, now it is time for me to help him. I'm already 20 years old, I already matured to find a work. Aku adalah juga dream want to futher my degree in overseas. Hmmmm but when I think about the cost maybe it is not the right time. In shaa Allah I will do my master in overseas. Kita nak berjaya bukan mudah, kadang-kadang pelbagai ujian yang Allah turunkan sebelum kita dapat apa yang diinginkan. I can feel that when people around us get what they want but I don't. Sedih tu memang tak terkatalah kan, Tapi, percaya Allah itu Maha Pendengar. Tidak semestinya setiap doa kita tu Allah terus makbulkan, Ada juga Allah beri ujian baru dimakbulkan doanya, ada setengah setiap doa mereka terus dimakbulkan. Nothing impossible guys. Asalkan usaha, tawakal dan doa.